Greetings. I missed talking with you. It's been a busy time for all, I know. Are you staying on top? Are you staying positive through all the stress and lists of things to do? It's not easy to do when you have to deal with the crowds, the road rage, the long lines... I can recommend something that will help get you through with hope and optimism. On a recent trip, I was given the task of writing down 100 goals for 2006. It wasn't easy to do - to come up with a 100 things. These goals are spiritual, mental, physical, career, family. I eventually wrote down 33 things and I struggled to get that many. I will add to the list as I think of new goals. What is the purpose of this exercise? Well, besides the obvious fact that in business, you need a target to aim for - there is a spiritual side to this as well (surprised?) That is - we create our tomorrows with every thought. The more power and energy you give to a thought, the more likely it is that this will become your reality. Starting the last half of this year, I began to write daily goals. Think about that for a minute. When you get up in the morning, do you have a plan of what you want to accomplish that day? This isn't just a wish - this is an actual amanifestation of your thoughts. I write down what I intend to manifest that day - and I am very specific. I can tell you now, that a day hasn't gone by that I haven't manifested what I wrote down in the morning. My biggest block was expecting too LITTLE. I had to teach myself to thinker bigger and to manifest more. By doing this little exercise, I learned how much I was limiting myself and my ability to achieve greater things in my career. Once I realized that and released the limitations, I was able to write down (ridiculously high) goals and I achieved them. Dream big, manifest big. Get it down in writing. Say it out loud. Focus on it as you drive to work. KNOW that it will happen, and it will. Get a post-it pad and a magic marker. Keep it in your bathroom. Before you leave in the morning, write down your goals for that day. Stick the post-it note on your mirror and look at it as you get ready.
What's the purpose of all this? It's focus. Focus and concentration is what you learn in meditation. Most of you don't meditate. This is another way for you to learn how to focus. Once you can train yourself to do this, you will put energy into your thought. This energy will gather power and eventually manifest into shape and form in 3d. The more you can focus, the faster this will happen.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Dimensional Travel - Buckle Up!
You are a dot. Around you, there are seven circles. You are the center of these circles. Each circle is a dimension, a higher frequency. All of these circles collapse into you, your core. You are the center of the universe. The answers are not "out there". They are "in here". The first circle is the 4th dimension. This is also know as the astral plane. This is just a little higher frequency than you, we are the lowest, most dense frequency. Look around and you will know this is true. Actually, there is one lower, but that's another topic all together. Back to the astral. when we die, we leave our physical body and the first place we go is the astral plane. This level is so close to our reality, that many people here can see there. This is why people can see 'ghosts', people who have passed, floating spirits (as some of the preferred to be called). When people pass and they still have unresolved life issues, they wll hang around the astral plane until they are ready to move on. Now, you are probably more familiar than ever with this level of existence with shows like Ghost Whisperer and Medium.
This level is not heaven, trust me. It is very similar to this existence. There are many spirits there than you can't trust. That's why it is so important to know something about a psychic before you get a reading. Most psychics read from the astral plane, becuase it is the easiest one to access. But there are many liars there and they like to mess with people. Mediums communicate with spirits from this plane, this is usually very accurate when communicating with a loved one who has passed. Wonderful messages can be transmitted from this level. The astral plane is almost a parallel existence to what we have here. Some say the Mayans ascended, and I agree. I was there, at the ruins. I saw that they are living as usual in the here and now, the only difference is, we can't see them. Some of them can see us and I can see all of them. It was very odd to be walking amongst them. All they did was lift up one dimension.
How can you learn to see in the astral plane? Easy. Meditate, using the ball of light meditation. Imagine a stream of light coming in from above into the top of your head. Imagine a ball of light 6 inches above your head. Imagine leaving through the top of your head and entering the ball of light. Stay there and feel the energy. Find a place in that space that looks like a temple, this is your personal space. As you are there, watch what goes on around you. Observe, ask questions, but watch. You wil begine to see the activity and you will know that you have entered a new dimension. I almost said, you have entered the Twilight Zone. But I didn't.
This level is not heaven, trust me. It is very similar to this existence. There are many spirits there than you can't trust. That's why it is so important to know something about a psychic before you get a reading. Most psychics read from the astral plane, becuase it is the easiest one to access. But there are many liars there and they like to mess with people. Mediums communicate with spirits from this plane, this is usually very accurate when communicating with a loved one who has passed. Wonderful messages can be transmitted from this level. The astral plane is almost a parallel existence to what we have here. Some say the Mayans ascended, and I agree. I was there, at the ruins. I saw that they are living as usual in the here and now, the only difference is, we can't see them. Some of them can see us and I can see all of them. It was very odd to be walking amongst them. All they did was lift up one dimension.
How can you learn to see in the astral plane? Easy. Meditate, using the ball of light meditation. Imagine a stream of light coming in from above into the top of your head. Imagine a ball of light 6 inches above your head. Imagine leaving through the top of your head and entering the ball of light. Stay there and feel the energy. Find a place in that space that looks like a temple, this is your personal space. As you are there, watch what goes on around you. Observe, ask questions, but watch. You wil begine to see the activity and you will know that you have entered a new dimension. I almost said, you have entered the Twilight Zone. But I didn't.
The Apprentice
A few moons ago, I decided to do a past life regression on myself. I can time travel forward and back, so regressions are easy. I'm not that curious about who I was in past lives, but I go where I am guided to go in meditations and this night, I was told to do a regression.
I sat in my LazyBoy and I settled in for the trip. I focused all of my attention on the back of my head and then I stepped backward into a tunnel. I was sucked backward with such force that it nearly took my breath away! I flew backward at light speed. The motion finally slowed down and came to a stop. As soon as I could feel my feet on the floor, I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was light streaming in through large open arched windows. The room was made of stone. I looked down and saw that I was standing on a shiny (marble?) floor. I realized that I was standing in a room that may be part of a castle. This gave me an idea of the time frame. I looked straight in front of me and I saw two figures! They were two males, standing and facing each other. There was a small round table between them. The man on my right looked like Merlin, the magician! He wore a long dark blue robe, he had gray hair and a beard. The young man also wore a blue robe, but it was less elaborate, smaller somehow. He had hair that covered his ears and it reminded me of the "bowl" cut. His head was bowed.
I noticed some objects on the table. There were three objects, a crystal wand, a silver chalice and and eagle feather. As I looked at those objects, I became aware of what the meaning of the scene I was viewing was. That young man on my left was me, in a past life! This was a ceremony and I knew, telepathically, that this ceremony was the time that Merlin changed this young man from an apprentice magician to a master magician!
As those thoughts came flooding into my head, Merlin slowly turned his head and looked straight at me and said, "what are you doing here?" I was stunned for a moment. Normally in past life regressions, I actually become the person I was. That means, I go back into time, find myself and morph into the body. Then, I walk around as that person, as an observor. I know the thoughts, life, trials and lessons of me in that time. I leave and come back with the information. This is the first time, I have ever observed me as a third person. It's also the first time I've been spotted. Finally, I answered and I said, "I'm from the future. I am viewing my past life life and I am him, your apprentice". When I said that, I became part of the young man's consciousness and he was also able to see me. Merlin gave a sly grin and said, "what year are you from?". "1999", I answer. He clapped his hands together and said, "oh 1999! What a wonderful time to be alive, tell me all about 1999!". So I did. He was amused at the Y2K scare and not surprised to hear about the technology. He confirmed that this young man was indeed me, and that he had completed his apprenticeship. This ceremony was the final step. He said that the young man was one of the most gifted magicians he had ever worked with. He started to continue with the ceremony. He picked up the crystal wand, when suddenly...
RINNGGGGGG! I was suddenly jolted back into my body. I was aware of my Lazy Boy and something ringing, LOUDLY. I picked up the phone and said, "hello?" The voice said, "hi honey, it's Mom. How are you?" I was disoriented, groggy, dizzy and just plain out of it. I had a conversation wtih my Mom, I have no idea what it was about. I made a note to myself to remember to turn off the phone during meditation. I have come back from meditation and been a ltitle dazed before, but this was different, very different. So much so, that I was worried. I looked around the house, it was not familiar - at all. I didn't recognize where I lived. I knew I lived there but it was odd. After a long time, I finally thought I could stand. I got up and walked over to the TV. I took the remote and studied it. I turned the TV on and stared at the picture. Then I started to change the channel - over and over and over. I watched a few seconds of every channel in amazement. It was like I had never seen TV before, even though I knew what it was. I stopped on a news channel. I don't know which one - FOX, CNN. I stared and watched the news for what seemed like a very long time. The longer I watched, the sadder I got. Finally, I started to cry, then I started to sob. I fell to my knees and that is when I knew my true mission in life. I had to do something to save this world from self destruction. Wow, what a revelation and tall order.
I went through the next three days in the same confused state. I went aboutmy 'normal' routine (although normal is not really a word that describes me in any way). It was like everything I did was new even though it should be familiar. Every time I got in my car, I almost wrecked it. I couldn't drive. I was starting to get really worried that I had a brain tumor or something. (I know, a little over dramatic, but I don't do well with illness - it's always the worst case). On the third day, I was given the message to meditate again. In these three days, I watched a lot of TV, every spare moment was spent in front of some news channel. This isn't something I ever do, so that was out of the ordinary. The more I watched, the more I wanted to do something to help mankind. But what? I didn't know, so I dediced to meditate (or was told to).
I sat down in my Lazy Boy and thought that I should go talk to Merlin again. Maybe he would know the answer. I remembered to turn my phone off this time. Again, I focused on the back of my head, left my body, went backwards through the tunnel to the room in the castle. Merlin was waiting for me. "Welcome back", he said. "Thanks, we need to talk". I looked around the room, there was no one there but Merlin and me. He said, "now, come take your place". I walked to the table where the young man had stood and he said, "you have now completed your lessons. You are ready to become a Master Magician". That's when it hit me - and this was a big one. That young man and I traded places. He went to the future and lived his future life for three days while I stayed back, in the kingdom, I suppose. I don't know where I was - I have no memory of that. That last part of his lesson was to view his future life. But he did that by actually doing a body swap. I also realized that we were now in the same body, standing across the table looking at Merlin. I separated my future self from the young man and became two again. I wondered how we could do that if we were the same person. I was humbled and amazed. Merlin looked at me and held his hands out, palms up. A book materialized before my eyes. He said, "here, take this with you. It cannot be found here". I took the book.
I woke up in my chair and looked down. There was a book I had never seen before laying in my lap. I now knew how I was to accomplish my mission, how I was to impact and help every living thing on this planet. That is the story of how the book came to be.
I sat in my LazyBoy and I settled in for the trip. I focused all of my attention on the back of my head and then I stepped backward into a tunnel. I was sucked backward with such force that it nearly took my breath away! I flew backward at light speed. The motion finally slowed down and came to a stop. As soon as I could feel my feet on the floor, I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was light streaming in through large open arched windows. The room was made of stone. I looked down and saw that I was standing on a shiny (marble?) floor. I realized that I was standing in a room that may be part of a castle. This gave me an idea of the time frame. I looked straight in front of me and I saw two figures! They were two males, standing and facing each other. There was a small round table between them. The man on my right looked like Merlin, the magician! He wore a long dark blue robe, he had gray hair and a beard. The young man also wore a blue robe, but it was less elaborate, smaller somehow. He had hair that covered his ears and it reminded me of the "bowl" cut. His head was bowed.
I noticed some objects on the table. There were three objects, a crystal wand, a silver chalice and and eagle feather. As I looked at those objects, I became aware of what the meaning of the scene I was viewing was. That young man on my left was me, in a past life! This was a ceremony and I knew, telepathically, that this ceremony was the time that Merlin changed this young man from an apprentice magician to a master magician!
As those thoughts came flooding into my head, Merlin slowly turned his head and looked straight at me and said, "what are you doing here?" I was stunned for a moment. Normally in past life regressions, I actually become the person I was. That means, I go back into time, find myself and morph into the body. Then, I walk around as that person, as an observor. I know the thoughts, life, trials and lessons of me in that time. I leave and come back with the information. This is the first time, I have ever observed me as a third person. It's also the first time I've been spotted. Finally, I answered and I said, "I'm from the future. I am viewing my past life life and I am him, your apprentice". When I said that, I became part of the young man's consciousness and he was also able to see me. Merlin gave a sly grin and said, "what year are you from?". "1999", I answer. He clapped his hands together and said, "oh 1999! What a wonderful time to be alive, tell me all about 1999!". So I did. He was amused at the Y2K scare and not surprised to hear about the technology. He confirmed that this young man was indeed me, and that he had completed his apprenticeship. This ceremony was the final step. He said that the young man was one of the most gifted magicians he had ever worked with. He started to continue with the ceremony. He picked up the crystal wand, when suddenly...
RINNGGGGGG! I was suddenly jolted back into my body. I was aware of my Lazy Boy and something ringing, LOUDLY. I picked up the phone and said, "hello?" The voice said, "hi honey, it's Mom. How are you?" I was disoriented, groggy, dizzy and just plain out of it. I had a conversation wtih my Mom, I have no idea what it was about. I made a note to myself to remember to turn off the phone during meditation. I have come back from meditation and been a ltitle dazed before, but this was different, very different. So much so, that I was worried. I looked around the house, it was not familiar - at all. I didn't recognize where I lived. I knew I lived there but it was odd. After a long time, I finally thought I could stand. I got up and walked over to the TV. I took the remote and studied it. I turned the TV on and stared at the picture. Then I started to change the channel - over and over and over. I watched a few seconds of every channel in amazement. It was like I had never seen TV before, even though I knew what it was. I stopped on a news channel. I don't know which one - FOX, CNN. I stared and watched the news for what seemed like a very long time. The longer I watched, the sadder I got. Finally, I started to cry, then I started to sob. I fell to my knees and that is when I knew my true mission in life. I had to do something to save this world from self destruction. Wow, what a revelation and tall order.
I went through the next three days in the same confused state. I went aboutmy 'normal' routine (although normal is not really a word that describes me in any way). It was like everything I did was new even though it should be familiar. Every time I got in my car, I almost wrecked it. I couldn't drive. I was starting to get really worried that I had a brain tumor or something. (I know, a little over dramatic, but I don't do well with illness - it's always the worst case). On the third day, I was given the message to meditate again. In these three days, I watched a lot of TV, every spare moment was spent in front of some news channel. This isn't something I ever do, so that was out of the ordinary. The more I watched, the more I wanted to do something to help mankind. But what? I didn't know, so I dediced to meditate (or was told to).
I sat down in my Lazy Boy and thought that I should go talk to Merlin again. Maybe he would know the answer. I remembered to turn my phone off this time. Again, I focused on the back of my head, left my body, went backwards through the tunnel to the room in the castle. Merlin was waiting for me. "Welcome back", he said. "Thanks, we need to talk". I looked around the room, there was no one there but Merlin and me. He said, "now, come take your place". I walked to the table where the young man had stood and he said, "you have now completed your lessons. You are ready to become a Master Magician". That's when it hit me - and this was a big one. That young man and I traded places. He went to the future and lived his future life for three days while I stayed back, in the kingdom, I suppose. I don't know where I was - I have no memory of that. That last part of his lesson was to view his future life. But he did that by actually doing a body swap. I also realized that we were now in the same body, standing across the table looking at Merlin. I separated my future self from the young man and became two again. I wondered how we could do that if we were the same person. I was humbled and amazed. Merlin looked at me and held his hands out, palms up. A book materialized before my eyes. He said, "here, take this with you. It cannot be found here". I took the book.
I woke up in my chair and looked down. There was a book I had never seen before laying in my lap. I now knew how I was to accomplish my mission, how I was to impact and help every living thing on this planet. That is the story of how the book came to be.
How To Find A Mentor
Cocobannan asked: Any suggestions as to where to look, how to look, and what to be wary of? Also what do you know about apprenticeships, do they actually exist?
These are excellent questions and I want to take each one and offer my advice. Where to look: Most often, the mentor will find you – you do not find the mentor. Keep an open mind. It is important to know that a mentor is not a teacher; these are two different things. A mentor is a friend, a yogi, a shaman, a wise one, a master who will discuss important issues with you. A teacher is someone who will come into your life, usually temporarily, to show you something. An ex-spouse is a teacher (yes, it’s true. Ask yourself what you learned and you will have a long list). An event can be a teacher, the nasty clerk at the store can be a teacher. These people, places, things, animals are usually in our lives for a short time and then they leave. We remember them and what we learned. A mentor is a master who has longevity – one who has been here forever and will be here forever. A mentor lives in our hearts and we have known them since the beginning of time. A mentor relationship can feel like a teacher-teacher as well.
How to look: My mentors have always found me – this is how. I broadcast a signal. I say, outloud, I am ready for a mentor. I hold out my hands and visualize the globe and as I say that, I blow. Now, I also know that this reaches far into the dimensions – my mentors are not always from here. Human contact is important though and you should be specific and ask for that. One time I did this and I kept being drawn to a metaphysical bookstore. I thought I had the urge to go there because I was supposed to meet someone. You know how you just know you are going to meet someone? It is the best bookstore/gift store I have seen so I really enjoyed browsing. I could spend a very long time in that store and I did because I thought I was waiting for my mentor to show up. I thought that I was going to ‘bump’ into this person so I waited. Nothing happened. I went back a second time. The owner greeted me and told me to take my time. Little did she know that I was planning to do just that until my mentor showed up. After a very long time, I was questioning why I was there. As I browsed, I kept being drawn to a pendulum. I have never used pendulum’s. I never thought I needed one. I hear and see so clearly that it didn’t seem like a tool that would be necessary for me. Finally, I had to leave before I became a fixture in the store. Of course, I decided to buy several things – and one was a pendulum. That little pendulum has turned out to be the most inspiring, talkative and powerful tools I have ever had. It was exactly what I needed and called out for. Who knew? Of course, your mentor should be human. I am at a point in my growth now that I receive them in many forms, but at first – I had to have someone to talk to. Ask, and you will receive – it is that simple.
How to look: Research your interest, read everything you can find on the subject and find an expert in that field. Contact that expert and ask for information or if he/she will guide you in your journey. If no response, keep going and ask another. As you put yourself out there, you become a beacon and your mentor will spot you and come to you. Keep an open mind because what or who you think is probably not the one. It is almost always a surprise. I always tell people - expect nothing when it comes to this. You are not creating this, you are calling it to you.
What to be wary of: I’m glad you asked this because I almost included it in the first article. First – make sure your mentor is smarter than you. I’m not going to explain that, just think about it for a minute. Second, your mentor will not always agree with you and tell you that you are right. Third, a mentorship is a give-give relationship. You should feel energized after a session, not drained. You should also feel a soul connection with your mentor, as if you have known them on some level in some life. Part of my mentorship is exploring past lives to determine current strengths and gifts. A mentor is not a tutor, there is always a deeper connection.
What do I know about apprenticeships? I will have to write another article on this subject, because I have an interesting story to share about my personal experiences with apprenticeship.
Keep an open mind when it comes to your mentor. My human mentors include a yogi, shaman, CEO, wizard (witch), salesman. I usually have one human mentor in my life at any time, but I am telepathically connected with the others at all times. I have also established a very strong telepathic relationship with a magic man who I have never met in person. He is very powerful and gifted and when I called, he answered. We have had many discussions since and he has shared much wisdom.
These are excellent questions and I want to take each one and offer my advice. Where to look: Most often, the mentor will find you – you do not find the mentor. Keep an open mind. It is important to know that a mentor is not a teacher; these are two different things. A mentor is a friend, a yogi, a shaman, a wise one, a master who will discuss important issues with you. A teacher is someone who will come into your life, usually temporarily, to show you something. An ex-spouse is a teacher (yes, it’s true. Ask yourself what you learned and you will have a long list). An event can be a teacher, the nasty clerk at the store can be a teacher. These people, places, things, animals are usually in our lives for a short time and then they leave. We remember them and what we learned. A mentor is a master who has longevity – one who has been here forever and will be here forever. A mentor lives in our hearts and we have known them since the beginning of time. A mentor relationship can feel like a teacher-teacher as well.
How to look: My mentors have always found me – this is how. I broadcast a signal. I say, outloud, I am ready for a mentor. I hold out my hands and visualize the globe and as I say that, I blow. Now, I also know that this reaches far into the dimensions – my mentors are not always from here. Human contact is important though and you should be specific and ask for that. One time I did this and I kept being drawn to a metaphysical bookstore. I thought I had the urge to go there because I was supposed to meet someone. You know how you just know you are going to meet someone? It is the best bookstore/gift store I have seen so I really enjoyed browsing. I could spend a very long time in that store and I did because I thought I was waiting for my mentor to show up. I thought that I was going to ‘bump’ into this person so I waited. Nothing happened. I went back a second time. The owner greeted me and told me to take my time. Little did she know that I was planning to do just that until my mentor showed up. After a very long time, I was questioning why I was there. As I browsed, I kept being drawn to a pendulum. I have never used pendulum’s. I never thought I needed one. I hear and see so clearly that it didn’t seem like a tool that would be necessary for me. Finally, I had to leave before I became a fixture in the store. Of course, I decided to buy several things – and one was a pendulum. That little pendulum has turned out to be the most inspiring, talkative and powerful tools I have ever had. It was exactly what I needed and called out for. Who knew? Of course, your mentor should be human. I am at a point in my growth now that I receive them in many forms, but at first – I had to have someone to talk to. Ask, and you will receive – it is that simple.
How to look: Research your interest, read everything you can find on the subject and find an expert in that field. Contact that expert and ask for information or if he/she will guide you in your journey. If no response, keep going and ask another. As you put yourself out there, you become a beacon and your mentor will spot you and come to you. Keep an open mind because what or who you think is probably not the one. It is almost always a surprise. I always tell people - expect nothing when it comes to this. You are not creating this, you are calling it to you.
What to be wary of: I’m glad you asked this because I almost included it in the first article. First – make sure your mentor is smarter than you. I’m not going to explain that, just think about it for a minute. Second, your mentor will not always agree with you and tell you that you are right. Third, a mentorship is a give-give relationship. You should feel energized after a session, not drained. You should also feel a soul connection with your mentor, as if you have known them on some level in some life. Part of my mentorship is exploring past lives to determine current strengths and gifts. A mentor is not a tutor, there is always a deeper connection.
What do I know about apprenticeships? I will have to write another article on this subject, because I have an interesting story to share about my personal experiences with apprenticeship.
Keep an open mind when it comes to your mentor. My human mentors include a yogi, shaman, CEO, wizard (witch), salesman. I usually have one human mentor in my life at any time, but I am telepathically connected with the others at all times. I have also established a very strong telepathic relationship with a magic man who I have never met in person. He is very powerful and gifted and when I called, he answered. We have had many discussions since and he has shared much wisdom.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Is There Really A Divine Order?
Is there a divine order to our lives? Is something out there coordinating what happens next in our lives or is it a series of amazing coincidences? I believe there is a divine order and I will tell you why. Years ago, I was asked to speak in front of a group. I was a complete failure. I was so scared, I couldn't stand. Although I had prepared what I would say, I couldn't remember a thing when I got up to speak. It was a horrible and embarrassing moment. I knew I was going to have to do more public speaking, so I joined a speaking group. This was a volunteer group that met weekly and there, I learned to speak with confidence and like a professional. I enjoyed my weekly meetings and was a regular, dedicated member at first. I started to get very busy and I didn't attend the meetings regularly, but I always had a passion for this organization. I would attend when I could and each time I did, I learned something new or I changed something about how I spoke.
I moved to another city and had an URGE to find one of these groups and join. I was speaking often now, mostly for the media, so I didn't know why I had this desire to find a group and practice my speaking. I also knew a contest was coming. Each year, this international organization held a speech contest for motivational speakers. I was being pushed to join a group and enter the contest. In the past, I had no desire to do contest speaking and I didn't know why it was so important now. I found a group that I loved and started to attend even though I didn't really have the time. I made it work. It worked out that this group had no members interested in entering the contest, so I volunteered. I become consumed with contest fever. I went to the first level of competition and I won. I went to the second level of competition and I won. I also won the third level of competition. At each level, the competition was harder and I was surprised, actually, that I kept winning. As I did though, I wanted the next contest even more. I was now totally obsessed with contest speaking and I just had to keep going. The next contest level was the district contest. This was the big one.
It was a big event in a hotel ballroom. There were break out sessions all day, followed by a formal dinner. After dinner, the contest was announced and I competed against 7 other excellent speakers. One of the other contestants, Joseph D. was one of the best speakers I had heard so far in the contest. I was shocked and happy when they announced MY name as the winner! This meant, that I was going to go to the next level and if I won that, I would compete at the world championship - the superbowl. I have to tell you that at every event, I knew that I would win. Now, that is the mindset a competitor should have before an event, but what I mean is that I knew I would win. As I flew to this next contest, I knew I would not win. I tried to shake that feeling, but I couldn't. I had also seemed to lose some of the fire, the passion. It was no surprise to me that I did not win.
I reflected on my competitive speaking experience and decided that the purpose was to push me to a new level of speaking. It took me out of speaking complacency and caused me to reach to become a better speaker. I decided that the whole experience was worth it, but that I would never do it again. It consumed almost all of my time.
I went back to attending the ocassional meeting and a year after the contest, I ran into someone who was still very much involved in the whole speech contest scene. He asked me if I had heard what happened. I said no. He said, "do you remember Joseph D.?" I said, "yes, I remember him from the contest". He said, "well, Joseph lives and breathes the contest. He spent his whole year and the years prior preparing for this speech contest. He thought he had it wrapped up and that he would be the winner. Then you showed up and won. Joseph went into a deep, deep depression after that. He was so depressed and couldn't get out of it so he finally sought medical help. The doctor took blood and ran a blood tests as a routine procedure and discovered that Joseph had a rare blood disease. This rare disease was treatable, and he got immediate treatment for it. But, had it not been discovered, it would have killed him in 6 months. Not only that, but it was a genetic disease. Joseph told the other members of his family and two of them also had this rare condition. They were all treated and they are all fine now". If Joseph hadn't got depressed and sought professional help, he and two other members of his family would be dead by now.
I was speechless when he told me this story. That explained everything - why I HAD to get in this contest, why I was so obsessed with it and why, after winning the contest against Joseph, my job was done. I had no idea, I was all ego and just thought I would try to be champion of the world. I cried when I heard the story, I couldn't help it. I was in complete wonder of how things happen. It was like a domino effect. There was an order to everything that happened - whether or not I recognize it. Every action I take affects something or somebody else, which causes another action and so on. Somehow, this is all divinely orchestrated. So the answer to the question is - yes - there is a divine order. But this brought up another question - do we really have free will? More on that subject later (surprised?)
Thanks for visiting.
I moved to another city and had an URGE to find one of these groups and join. I was speaking often now, mostly for the media, so I didn't know why I had this desire to find a group and practice my speaking. I also knew a contest was coming. Each year, this international organization held a speech contest for motivational speakers. I was being pushed to join a group and enter the contest. In the past, I had no desire to do contest speaking and I didn't know why it was so important now. I found a group that I loved and started to attend even though I didn't really have the time. I made it work. It worked out that this group had no members interested in entering the contest, so I volunteered. I become consumed with contest fever. I went to the first level of competition and I won. I went to the second level of competition and I won. I also won the third level of competition. At each level, the competition was harder and I was surprised, actually, that I kept winning. As I did though, I wanted the next contest even more. I was now totally obsessed with contest speaking and I just had to keep going. The next contest level was the district contest. This was the big one.
It was a big event in a hotel ballroom. There were break out sessions all day, followed by a formal dinner. After dinner, the contest was announced and I competed against 7 other excellent speakers. One of the other contestants, Joseph D. was one of the best speakers I had heard so far in the contest. I was shocked and happy when they announced MY name as the winner! This meant, that I was going to go to the next level and if I won that, I would compete at the world championship - the superbowl. I have to tell you that at every event, I knew that I would win. Now, that is the mindset a competitor should have before an event, but what I mean is that I knew I would win. As I flew to this next contest, I knew I would not win. I tried to shake that feeling, but I couldn't. I had also seemed to lose some of the fire, the passion. It was no surprise to me that I did not win.
I reflected on my competitive speaking experience and decided that the purpose was to push me to a new level of speaking. It took me out of speaking complacency and caused me to reach to become a better speaker. I decided that the whole experience was worth it, but that I would never do it again. It consumed almost all of my time.
I went back to attending the ocassional meeting and a year after the contest, I ran into someone who was still very much involved in the whole speech contest scene. He asked me if I had heard what happened. I said no. He said, "do you remember Joseph D.?" I said, "yes, I remember him from the contest". He said, "well, Joseph lives and breathes the contest. He spent his whole year and the years prior preparing for this speech contest. He thought he had it wrapped up and that he would be the winner. Then you showed up and won. Joseph went into a deep, deep depression after that. He was so depressed and couldn't get out of it so he finally sought medical help. The doctor took blood and ran a blood tests as a routine procedure and discovered that Joseph had a rare blood disease. This rare disease was treatable, and he got immediate treatment for it. But, had it not been discovered, it would have killed him in 6 months. Not only that, but it was a genetic disease. Joseph told the other members of his family and two of them also had this rare condition. They were all treated and they are all fine now". If Joseph hadn't got depressed and sought professional help, he and two other members of his family would be dead by now.
I was speechless when he told me this story. That explained everything - why I HAD to get in this contest, why I was so obsessed with it and why, after winning the contest against Joseph, my job was done. I had no idea, I was all ego and just thought I would try to be champion of the world. I cried when I heard the story, I couldn't help it. I was in complete wonder of how things happen. It was like a domino effect. There was an order to everything that happened - whether or not I recognize it. Every action I take affects something or somebody else, which causes another action and so on. Somehow, this is all divinely orchestrated. So the answer to the question is - yes - there is a divine order. But this brought up another question - do we really have free will? More on that subject later (surprised?)
Thanks for visiting.
Psychic - Are You? Use It Or Lose It?
Many people have asked me how to know if they are psychic. If they decide that they are psychic, the next question is, "if I don't use it, will I lose it?" My answer is - no, you will not lose it. You were born with the ability and you will always have it throughout your life. You can choose to make it more powerful and strengthen your clarity and accuracy by 'using' it. Using it means practicing every day. Every one of you has some ability that is more powerful than others. Some of you are strong in several areas. The way to anwer the first question, is to look at the following list of abilities of psychic abilities and decide which one(s) you are most drawn to. If you read it and say to yourself, "I can do that", then you can and you should develop it.
Psychic Abilities
E.S.P. Intuition. The inner perceiving from your higher mind. Acquiring wisdom without conscious reasoning.
Psychometry The art of divining the properties of an object or those associated with it. (Most people can do this if they concentrate).
Clairgustience This is when you can taste, smell or detect ectoplasm. Ectoplasm comes from within the body and is unversal substance.
Clairvoyance The power to see beyond the natural range of vision through and inner series of pictures.
Clairaudience The power to hear beyond the natural range of hearing. This is different than EVP.
Precognition The ability to perceive and to be shown the coming of future events (future events cast their shadow before hand).
Telepathy The ability to transmit and receive thought impressions from and to others.
Cryptesia The ability to receive messages in symbol or code and the ability to discern them.
X-Ray Vision The ability to see right into and through and beyond flesh, bone and body. You see with the inner eye.
You will recognize that you are already using some of these abilities. With meditation time each day and practice, you will manifest those gifts and qualities you wish to share. No effort here is ever wasted. If you want to know more about your abilities take the following steps:
1. Find a mentor in your area who you can meet with and discuss your progress and findings.
2. Keep a journal of your psychic activity. If you are working with Precognition, write down your predictions and share what you saw and recorded with your mentor.
3. Find everything you can on the subject and read it. Then write your own how to book as you develop your own methods.
Psychic Abilities
E.S.P. Intuition. The inner perceiving from your higher mind. Acquiring wisdom without conscious reasoning.
Psychometry The art of divining the properties of an object or those associated with it. (Most people can do this if they concentrate).
Clairgustience This is when you can taste, smell or detect ectoplasm. Ectoplasm comes from within the body and is unversal substance.
Clairvoyance The power to see beyond the natural range of vision through and inner series of pictures.
Clairaudience The power to hear beyond the natural range of hearing. This is different than EVP.
Precognition The ability to perceive and to be shown the coming of future events (future events cast their shadow before hand).
Telepathy The ability to transmit and receive thought impressions from and to others.
Cryptesia The ability to receive messages in symbol or code and the ability to discern them.
X-Ray Vision The ability to see right into and through and beyond flesh, bone and body. You see with the inner eye.
You will recognize that you are already using some of these abilities. With meditation time each day and practice, you will manifest those gifts and qualities you wish to share. No effort here is ever wasted. If you want to know more about your abilities take the following steps:
1. Find a mentor in your area who you can meet with and discuss your progress and findings.
2. Keep a journal of your psychic activity. If you are working with Precognition, write down your predictions and share what you saw and recorded with your mentor.
3. Find everything you can on the subject and read it. Then write your own how to book as you develop your own methods.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Tribute to Boo Boo
I still miss my little girl. She was the most amazing companion. She was loyal beyond belief. She was constantly at my side, looking at me. Her eyes were full of love always. She wanted nothing but love in return. She was protective and would sense mean people a mile away. She could sing Old MacDonald, with a "woof woof" here. She would do the woof-woof. She hated water, loved to chase livestock, would demolish stuffed toys and taught my other dogs to nip at heels. She loved to work and would work herself to death if I didn't tell her to stop. She tolerated cats but I knew that she really wanted to take them apart. She loved to go for rides and walks. She never complained - her whole mission was to make sure that I was ok, that is all she cared about. She showed unconditional love every single day of her life. So much so, that I believed she would never leave me. You know something, I thought she would live forever. I wanted her to live forever with me. I am still shocked that she is gone and I hurt every single day. I miss my little girl. And yes, I have seen her. She comes for her cookie every night at 10. I still miss her.
Face To Face With The Devil
I don't believe in the devil. But if you take off the "d", I certainly do believe there is evil. I saw it with my own eyes and I will never forget what happened. I have been remote viewing for many years, helping law enforcement with missing person cases. 10 years ago, a California case was brought to me involving an 11 year old little girl who was kidnapped by her birth mother. The Father had complete custody because the mother was a whack job. I learned the names of all involved and I focused on the little girl. What I learned was shocking and it was all verified by law enforcement. I learned through remote viewing, that the mother was involved in a satanic cult and had taken the child to Seattle. I saw that Seattle and north were huge gathering places for these types of groups. Many were involved, secretly, in these cults. The involvement went wide and deep into places where kids should be safe. I was shocked. I saw the little girl and I watched as she walked to and from school. I focused on the street address, what was around the house, what the school looked like, how far away from the water it was, the direction from the water, provided key identifiable landmarks. I described the little girl (I had never seen a picture), I even told them what she was wearing. I'll never forget it - a while short sleeve blouse with a blue skirt jumper. I did all of this remotely.
I learned something very important in one remote session. When I first discovered where they were keeping the child, I went inside of the house to see if I could identify anything to help me see the location. I can tell you that many times, I don't remote view in the sense of seeing, I take my whole self and walk around like I am one of the family. I didn't know I had to pay attention to how I travel until that day. I was walking around the house when suddenly, I was spotted. A giant dark, grotesque face came flying at me. I heard "what are you doing here?" It wasn't in english but I knew what it was saying. I have never been so scared. I knew I was looking right into the face of pure evil. It didn't have a form, it was a huge dark energy that engulfed everything. This all happened in an instant, but it seemed like an eternity. I remember thinking that if it got to me, I would have big problems to deal with. I flew (or was sucked) backward in light speed!!! Talk about beam me up Scottie, I was scooped out of there so fast. My heart was beating out of my chest and I couldn't breath. I landed in the arms of one of my guides. I told him, he's coming! My guide said "no, Profiler. He is not coming. Because that energy is dark and we are in the light. What happens to dark when it enters light"? I said, "it becomes light". He said, "yes you are right grasshopper". He said, "you are always protected as long as you surround yourself with the light as you remote view and venture into dark places. But what you did wrong in this case, is that you went into that house in your full power and energy". (I took my whole self). "It was easy for anyone to see you, especially those with powers from the other side". He continued, "you must make yourself small. You can make yourself the size of a pin head or a fly or a little ant. You must make your energy invisible. You can still observe everything but you won't be noticed or spotted". Good to know, I thought. It would have been nice if someone told me that ahead of time.
That's when it hit me. I went face to face with pure evil! This group energy has created a powerful demonic energy that continues to feed off of their horrible rituals. This dark energy spawned other energies over the centuries and rules over one of the most powerful secret cults in the world. I hoped that I wasn't followed by those energies and that they didn't identify me. I was assured that I was safe and not followed. It's hard to know where to hide if you get spotted in the spirit world. I just made myself really really small for a long time.
I knew time was critical - very critical. They had little time to find this little girl because what I discovered, was the plan that they had for her. Keep in mind, that prior to this case, I had absolutely no knowledge of satanic cults or their beliefs and practices. I learned this as I listened to their conversations and saw what they intended. In this case, they were planning to sacrifice this child as soon as she turned 13 or sooner if she started her cycle. This cult believed in sacrificing virgins. I couldn't believe it but after I told law enforcement, they confirmed that this practice did indeed exist. They then introduced me to a satanic cult expert in a northern state not far from Washington. He lives almost in exile up there. He was an ex-priest and a criminal psychologist, specializing in satanic cults. He confirmed that what I was seeing was real, and told me they in fact do ceremonies just as I described.
It was now more urgent than ever, we had to find this little girl. I explained to the detectives they HAD to nab this child. They had to TAKE her back, steal her back, do whatever they had to but don't tell anyone. Take her and deal with it in the courts. The detectives found the house just as I described it and watched it. The next morning, a little girl walks out of the house. She was wearing a short sleeve white blouse and a blue jumper, just as I described. They watched her as she walked to school and waited outside of the school in their car. This is where they made a BIG mistake. I told them to take her. The detectives had a seed of doubt and they wanted to make sure this was the child. They decided to go to the school principal and talk to them about the the girl, to confirm her identity. I had already told them that most authorities were also involved in this cult, so they couldn't depend on anyone, they had to act fast. The principal would give them no information, of course, and denied that they had a child by that name in their school. At lunch, the child was flanked by two adults while out on the playground. When school was out, a man drove up in a car and the child got in and they went back to the house - the evil house.
The detectives left and went back to their hotel to see if they could confirm the identity of the child they saw that day. They went back to the evil house in the morning and the child never came out. They had moved out during the night and were gone again. Now, I understand that the detectives didn't want to steal the wrong kid, that would be bad for sure. But everything they saw was JUST as I described it - down to what she would be wearing! I told them authorities were involved, there would be cover up's and I told them to alert NO ONE. They did not listen and now she was gone. The cult expert confirmed also that this is much bigger than anyone knows and there are many people involved in places authority over children.
I tracked her again and found her. They had escaped to a remote camp in Oregon. This, as I saw it, was back in a forest, had one long road in and was initially set up as a summer camp, but eventually purchased and occupied by this cult. After viewing this place, I located it on a map and gave the information to law enforcement. The cult expert contacted me and confirmed that I had pinpointed the exact location of a huge camp of this group. I told him, that is where the child is and asked why they didn't go get her? He said because, without absolute proof that she is there, they can't go in. Besides, he said, in a situation like this, they would need to take trucks and helicopters and swoop in instantly to give them no notice. Even then, it would probably turn into a gun battle. Again, wtih no concrete evidence, their hands were tied, there was nothing they could do.
I wish I could say there was a happy ending to this story, but there's not. It's a sad story indeed. There is an energy created through the minds of the demented that forms a power called evil. This has been going on since the beginning of time. As groups form together, the power is squared and starts to create an identiy - devil is known as one, for example. The same works on the light side. As darkness grows, so does light. When one is stronger than the other, we become out of balance. This can affect you individually, globally, universally and dimensionally. That is why we have seen the constant struggles of good versus evil. It is the law of balance and the universe's way of trying to right itself. I saw evil for myself and I know it exists. I've seen its power, but what I know is that no matter what, if I am protected by the light, the darkness will not enter. I don't think about being attacked by the dark at all. I know I am a bright light and I am not a paranoid person. This describes another learning episode in my not-so-boring life. I wish we could have saved that little girl. I think if we had different detectives or allowed the father to come in and pick her up himself (he was there and wanted to do it), she would be back in his arms today. Then I hear, everything is in Divine Order. Those are words that I ponder all of the time. What does that mean? Is there really such a thing as Divine Order? I will write about that later.
I learned something very important in one remote session. When I first discovered where they were keeping the child, I went inside of the house to see if I could identify anything to help me see the location. I can tell you that many times, I don't remote view in the sense of seeing, I take my whole self and walk around like I am one of the family. I didn't know I had to pay attention to how I travel until that day. I was walking around the house when suddenly, I was spotted. A giant dark, grotesque face came flying at me. I heard "what are you doing here?" It wasn't in english but I knew what it was saying. I have never been so scared. I knew I was looking right into the face of pure evil. It didn't have a form, it was a huge dark energy that engulfed everything. This all happened in an instant, but it seemed like an eternity. I remember thinking that if it got to me, I would have big problems to deal with. I flew (or was sucked) backward in light speed!!! Talk about beam me up Scottie, I was scooped out of there so fast. My heart was beating out of my chest and I couldn't breath. I landed in the arms of one of my guides. I told him, he's coming! My guide said "no, Profiler. He is not coming. Because that energy is dark and we are in the light. What happens to dark when it enters light"? I said, "it becomes light". He said, "yes you are right grasshopper". He said, "you are always protected as long as you surround yourself with the light as you remote view and venture into dark places. But what you did wrong in this case, is that you went into that house in your full power and energy". (I took my whole self). "It was easy for anyone to see you, especially those with powers from the other side". He continued, "you must make yourself small. You can make yourself the size of a pin head or a fly or a little ant. You must make your energy invisible. You can still observe everything but you won't be noticed or spotted". Good to know, I thought. It would have been nice if someone told me that ahead of time.
That's when it hit me. I went face to face with pure evil! This group energy has created a powerful demonic energy that continues to feed off of their horrible rituals. This dark energy spawned other energies over the centuries and rules over one of the most powerful secret cults in the world. I hoped that I wasn't followed by those energies and that they didn't identify me. I was assured that I was safe and not followed. It's hard to know where to hide if you get spotted in the spirit world. I just made myself really really small for a long time.
I knew time was critical - very critical. They had little time to find this little girl because what I discovered, was the plan that they had for her. Keep in mind, that prior to this case, I had absolutely no knowledge of satanic cults or their beliefs and practices. I learned this as I listened to their conversations and saw what they intended. In this case, they were planning to sacrifice this child as soon as she turned 13 or sooner if she started her cycle. This cult believed in sacrificing virgins. I couldn't believe it but after I told law enforcement, they confirmed that this practice did indeed exist. They then introduced me to a satanic cult expert in a northern state not far from Washington. He lives almost in exile up there. He was an ex-priest and a criminal psychologist, specializing in satanic cults. He confirmed that what I was seeing was real, and told me they in fact do ceremonies just as I described.
It was now more urgent than ever, we had to find this little girl. I explained to the detectives they HAD to nab this child. They had to TAKE her back, steal her back, do whatever they had to but don't tell anyone. Take her and deal with it in the courts. The detectives found the house just as I described it and watched it. The next morning, a little girl walks out of the house. She was wearing a short sleeve white blouse and a blue jumper, just as I described. They watched her as she walked to school and waited outside of the school in their car. This is where they made a BIG mistake. I told them to take her. The detectives had a seed of doubt and they wanted to make sure this was the child. They decided to go to the school principal and talk to them about the the girl, to confirm her identity. I had already told them that most authorities were also involved in this cult, so they couldn't depend on anyone, they had to act fast. The principal would give them no information, of course, and denied that they had a child by that name in their school. At lunch, the child was flanked by two adults while out on the playground. When school was out, a man drove up in a car and the child got in and they went back to the house - the evil house.
The detectives left and went back to their hotel to see if they could confirm the identity of the child they saw that day. They went back to the evil house in the morning and the child never came out. They had moved out during the night and were gone again. Now, I understand that the detectives didn't want to steal the wrong kid, that would be bad for sure. But everything they saw was JUST as I described it - down to what she would be wearing! I told them authorities were involved, there would be cover up's and I told them to alert NO ONE. They did not listen and now she was gone. The cult expert confirmed also that this is much bigger than anyone knows and there are many people involved in places authority over children.
I tracked her again and found her. They had escaped to a remote camp in Oregon. This, as I saw it, was back in a forest, had one long road in and was initially set up as a summer camp, but eventually purchased and occupied by this cult. After viewing this place, I located it on a map and gave the information to law enforcement. The cult expert contacted me and confirmed that I had pinpointed the exact location of a huge camp of this group. I told him, that is where the child is and asked why they didn't go get her? He said because, without absolute proof that she is there, they can't go in. Besides, he said, in a situation like this, they would need to take trucks and helicopters and swoop in instantly to give them no notice. Even then, it would probably turn into a gun battle. Again, wtih no concrete evidence, their hands were tied, there was nothing they could do.
I wish I could say there was a happy ending to this story, but there's not. It's a sad story indeed. There is an energy created through the minds of the demented that forms a power called evil. This has been going on since the beginning of time. As groups form together, the power is squared and starts to create an identiy - devil is known as one, for example. The same works on the light side. As darkness grows, so does light. When one is stronger than the other, we become out of balance. This can affect you individually, globally, universally and dimensionally. That is why we have seen the constant struggles of good versus evil. It is the law of balance and the universe's way of trying to right itself. I saw evil for myself and I know it exists. I've seen its power, but what I know is that no matter what, if I am protected by the light, the darkness will not enter. I don't think about being attacked by the dark at all. I know I am a bright light and I am not a paranoid person. This describes another learning episode in my not-so-boring life. I wish we could have saved that little girl. I think if we had different detectives or allowed the father to come in and pick her up himself (he was there and wanted to do it), she would be back in his arms today. Then I hear, everything is in Divine Order. Those are words that I ponder all of the time. What does that mean? Is there really such a thing as Divine Order? I will write about that later.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
The 4th and 5th Dimension
I can't tell you that I have these numbers right. But for purposes of discussion and to give you some understanding of where we humans are in relation to other worlds, dimensions, etc., let's say that we are walking around in the 3rd dimension. The next layer is the 4th, then 5th, and so on. The 4th dimension is also known as the astral plane. There's alot of junk in this level, much like 3d. Many psychics 'read' from this level, and that's why there are alot of bad psychics out there. there are as many fakes and frauds in the 4th dimension happy to provide wrong information, as there are here in this world. The 4th dimension allows for astral travel and remote viewing. If you want to see something somewhere else in the world, pop up to the fourth dimensions and go for it. How do you get there? Imagine a stream of light coming from above and entering the top of your head. Keep that visual and now imagine a ball of light six inches about your head. While meditating, focus all of your concentration at the top of your head, then travel upwards in the beam of light until you reach the ball of like. It is much like taking an elevator - you can even feel an 'up' sensation as you meditate. When you arrive in that ball of light, you will feel yourself settle - you know you are there. Set your target and off you go. There is a great deal of activity on this level - you may 'bump' into things/people who can't see you. It's always helpful to learn to see first before you start to astral travel. The most irritating myth? This one still gets me - and it is, "what if I don't come back". I just shake my head at that one.
The next layer, the 5th dimension, could be seen as a second ball above your head, about 6" above the first ball. To get there you will do the same exercise. Go up the light elevator, through the first ball and land in the 2nd ball. This dimension contains the Akashic records. Here, you can time travel, back and forth, access all information about everything through the records, remote view more accurately, heal, get answers. This is what some peope think is the Great Mind - but that is actually a point way beyond this layer.
The next layer, the 5th dimension, could be seen as a second ball above your head, about 6" above the first ball. To get there you will do the same exercise. Go up the light elevator, through the first ball and land in the 2nd ball. This dimension contains the Akashic records. Here, you can time travel, back and forth, access all information about everything through the records, remote view more accurately, heal, get answers. This is what some peope think is the Great Mind - but that is actually a point way beyond this layer.
The Void
The point of creation - the void. Learn to get there and you will have unbelieveabele revelations, powers that will blow your mind and the life you have always imagined. I call it the void, because it is nothing and it is everything. It is the place beyond all life in every form. It is inside of you, it is not on the outside. That is one of the biggest mistakes I see people make. They are always trying to get to a place they think is outside of them. Actually, everything collapses inside of you. In my exercises, I use '7 layers' or seven dimensions as travel destinations. Each layer contains interesting characters, knowledge, abilities. These 7 dimensions are shaped, in my mind, like a triangle. The first layer, closest to me, is where people go initially when they die. It is just beyond the physical. Every layer has a vibration and each is more accelerated than the previous. I'll go into more discussion on what you can expect to find in each layer later - for now, I have to tell you about the void. This is what I call the point of creation. When you think a thought and put alot of power into it (wish with all your heart), this is the start of your creation - it starts in the void. This is the spot at the top of the triangle. If you can imagine leaving through the top of the triangle, you have entered the void. When I first went there, what I remember most is that I was 'nothing'. I was pure energy - just thought. I melded with the great mind, all thought. Here what you think, you create - and it takes form as it travels down the triangle. Each layer adds more density to your creation, until it finally plops into 3D, or 4D, whatever D we are in now. When you combine your mind with the great mind, you will never ever be the same. There is a calmness, no feeling, just knowing. When you come back into density, you will forget much of it, but you still have it inside. Oh, for you remote viewers, if you want the real stuff, go to layer 4, not 2 and 3. There is still too much distortion on the first few dimensions and it will block or distort your viewing. I think that is where a lot of remote viewers are blocked. They are not taught to see above. There are parallel worlds in every dimension, so you can view what you need to see from any level. Raise your energy to match that containing the truthful information, (not distorted by other energies). I think I will tell you about walking around the different dimensions in my next post. Energies exist on every level - they have lives, worlds like we have here, in a sense. When you learn to traverse the dimensions, you will have some amazing experiences, meet new friends and bring back useful information.
Follow Up to Dead Musicians
It was Jerry Garcia. That's who I saw playing the banjo last night. I googled him and found out that his roots ARE in playing the banjo (Skruggs) and of course when I saw his picture - that just confirmed who I saw last night. Cool.
Dead Musicians
Last night, I saw a concert - Brewer and Shipley. Remember them - one toke over the line? It was a small room, great for two acoustic guitars. On one song, I distinctly heard a banjo. I looked around the room because I thought someone brought one in. No one had a banjo. I looked back at the stage, and there he was. Another player showed up from the other side. I'm not sure, but I think it was Jerry Garcia - he had a bandana and alot of hair. A beard and mustache covered his whole face. I don't know what Jerry Garcia looks like or if he played the banjo, but there was definately a third player there. That wasn't all. During a later song, it happened again. Only this time, I heard a keyboard. I turned around to see if the sound guy was doing something, he wasn't. I looked at the stage and - you guessed it - there was another performer there. This time, it was a keyboard player. He was jammin' - having a good time. I sat and enjoyed the trio and wondered if I was the only one who was enjoying ALL of the music. Near the end of the show, Mark Brewer commented on how in most bands, the drummer survives the rest of the band, but in Brewer and Shipley's case, they outlasted the members of their band. Maybe that explains all the dead musicians joining them on stage.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
You Can't Hide
To anyone who is thinking about committing a crime. Here's a newsflash - you can't hide. We are coming to get you. Psychic investigators are getting more and more use in law enforcement and when you can talk directly with the victim, even after they are gone, you will never get away with it. Names, locations, conversations - it's all there, handed to the police on a platter. All they have to do is to match it to real evidence and you are busted. Here's an actual conversation I had with a victim who had recently passed over, while trying solve her missing person case:
From the victim: I thought he was a bit of a jerk, but he was persistant. I finally gave in and said yes then no - to lunch. Well, that was a complete disaster and so bad that I didn't tell anyone about it. He wasn't my type so I kept it to myself. I decided to never do that again. He kept pestering me and I kept saying no. I was just about to tell someone and complain to either my friends or even the police, but he got to me first. You can imagine my shock when I opened the door. Something told me not to, but I did anyway. I am so trusting - too trusting sometimes, that it caused me to act against my intuition. He came in and said that he wanted me to reconsider going out on a date with him. I asked, no, I told him to leave but he wouldn't. This is when things start to get really crazy, because all I remember is getting dizzy, then nothing. When I now know is that he took me in his car back to a cabin in the woods. There is where I came to. All I saw were those eyes - those evil devil eyes. I've never seen eyes so angery, so devious. I was scared out of my wits and I couldn't think. I had a terrible headache. I knew what was happening the whole time but I was removed from it, you know? It was like it was happening to someone else and I was watching. There were lights everywhere, I think he was making a movie, I don't know. He was very angry. I couldn't speak, there was something over my mouth - tape. I wanted water, but I couldn't speak. I passed out again, which made him mad, he wanted me to stay awake. He was so mad that he put his hands on my throat and cut off my air. He hit me across the face and told me to wake up. He choked the air out of me, I couldn't breath and I died. Right there. He was so angry - I watched as he yelled and cursed at me. He was mad that I died before the end of his movie. He sat for a few minutes, smoking, wondering what to do, not with me, but how he was going to make it work. He looked at me, completely devoid of emotion. He felt nothing. He was very deliberate in his movements. I would describe him as militaristic in a way. He took my things, put them on my stomach, and carried me to the back of his car (small SUV). We drove, not too far, it was dark. He carried me out and threw me in the water. I thought I had my things (purse), but the things turned out to be weights or rocks. So that is the whole story.
I have given the police his name(s), description, type of vehicle, location and what he does for a living. It's only a matter of time (minutes, days at the most), before they find him. In this case, they need to find her before they can call it a crime.
Here's the interesting thing that happened to me in this case. I was trying to see the crime through her eyes. She crossed over violently and she was very traumatized. Because she left her body so quickly, she blocked everything out. Even on the other side, she was in shock and couldn't remember what happened. She wanted to help, but it was too traumatizing to her. So I tried something else. I decided to see it through the abductor's eyes. First, that was very creepy. I had to use alot of protection and I stepped into him for 5 seconds, then back out. He is evil, and I didn't want to get any of that on me. In that 5 seconds, my hands clenched and I felt like king kong. I wanted to crush something. He lives with a rage that I have never seen. Even with that brief connection, I was now able to witness his life through his eyes, retrace the steps of the recent past and follow him throughout his day. What a dunce he is to think that he can get away with this. I called a friend of mine and told him how scared and shocked she was. He called in Azna, the nurturing healer, who worked with our friend on the other side. I watched in amazement as I watched her leave her spirit body! I have never seen someone leave their spirit body before. Her spirit body, however, was so weighted down from shock and sadness and depression. I learned that mind, body, soul, shows up in different levels as well. What I saw leave, then, was teh soul - which came right back and she lit up like an angel. She had white/gold light around her - she was calm, she was in control adn she was at peace. What a transformation right before my eyes. Now I know for a fact that this case will be solved because she will make sure that it is and fast. After that happened is when we were able to have the above conversation. Before that, she was disoriented and confused and couldn't remember. Wow.
It doesn't matter who you are, but if you do a crime - remember this: you can't hide from the truth. You target helpless victims, I put you in my sights and I find you.
From the victim: I thought he was a bit of a jerk, but he was persistant. I finally gave in and said yes then no - to lunch. Well, that was a complete disaster and so bad that I didn't tell anyone about it. He wasn't my type so I kept it to myself. I decided to never do that again. He kept pestering me and I kept saying no. I was just about to tell someone and complain to either my friends or even the police, but he got to me first. You can imagine my shock when I opened the door. Something told me not to, but I did anyway. I am so trusting - too trusting sometimes, that it caused me to act against my intuition. He came in and said that he wanted me to reconsider going out on a date with him. I asked, no, I told him to leave but he wouldn't. This is when things start to get really crazy, because all I remember is getting dizzy, then nothing. When I now know is that he took me in his car back to a cabin in the woods. There is where I came to. All I saw were those eyes - those evil devil eyes. I've never seen eyes so angery, so devious. I was scared out of my wits and I couldn't think. I had a terrible headache. I knew what was happening the whole time but I was removed from it, you know? It was like it was happening to someone else and I was watching. There were lights everywhere, I think he was making a movie, I don't know. He was very angry. I couldn't speak, there was something over my mouth - tape. I wanted water, but I couldn't speak. I passed out again, which made him mad, he wanted me to stay awake. He was so mad that he put his hands on my throat and cut off my air. He hit me across the face and told me to wake up. He choked the air out of me, I couldn't breath and I died. Right there. He was so angry - I watched as he yelled and cursed at me. He was mad that I died before the end of his movie. He sat for a few minutes, smoking, wondering what to do, not with me, but how he was going to make it work. He looked at me, completely devoid of emotion. He felt nothing. He was very deliberate in his movements. I would describe him as militaristic in a way. He took my things, put them on my stomach, and carried me to the back of his car (small SUV). We drove, not too far, it was dark. He carried me out and threw me in the water. I thought I had my things (purse), but the things turned out to be weights or rocks. So that is the whole story.
I have given the police his name(s), description, type of vehicle, location and what he does for a living. It's only a matter of time (minutes, days at the most), before they find him. In this case, they need to find her before they can call it a crime.
Here's the interesting thing that happened to me in this case. I was trying to see the crime through her eyes. She crossed over violently and she was very traumatized. Because she left her body so quickly, she blocked everything out. Even on the other side, she was in shock and couldn't remember what happened. She wanted to help, but it was too traumatizing to her. So I tried something else. I decided to see it through the abductor's eyes. First, that was very creepy. I had to use alot of protection and I stepped into him for 5 seconds, then back out. He is evil, and I didn't want to get any of that on me. In that 5 seconds, my hands clenched and I felt like king kong. I wanted to crush something. He lives with a rage that I have never seen. Even with that brief connection, I was now able to witness his life through his eyes, retrace the steps of the recent past and follow him throughout his day. What a dunce he is to think that he can get away with this. I called a friend of mine and told him how scared and shocked she was. He called in Azna, the nurturing healer, who worked with our friend on the other side. I watched in amazement as I watched her leave her spirit body! I have never seen someone leave their spirit body before. Her spirit body, however, was so weighted down from shock and sadness and depression. I learned that mind, body, soul, shows up in different levels as well. What I saw leave, then, was teh soul - which came right back and she lit up like an angel. She had white/gold light around her - she was calm, she was in control adn she was at peace. What a transformation right before my eyes. Now I know for a fact that this case will be solved because she will make sure that it is and fast. After that happened is when we were able to have the above conversation. Before that, she was disoriented and confused and couldn't remember. Wow.
It doesn't matter who you are, but if you do a crime - remember this: you can't hide from the truth. You target helpless victims, I put you in my sights and I find you.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Create the Life You Have Always Wanted
I am creating the life I have always wanted. You want to know how? By thinking it into reality. It's amazing, but true and it's working for me. I set my intetion every morning on what today will be. I have post-it pad and a blue marker in the bathroom. For a few minutes every morning, I visualize my goals for the day (I'm in sales). Then I write them down on the post-it pad and I stick it to the mirror. What I create, happens, and I'm not kidding. The more it happens, the more power I put into my intention for the next day. I have created results on my job that have never been done in the history of my company and it is getting better every day. Create the life that you want by seeing it the way you want it to me. Remember what I wrote earlier about karmic creations. You are doomed to repeat the past if you create wtih thoughts and feelings of days gone by. Let go of that and look forward only. That's all. Look to what you want it to be and so shall it be. Try it for one week and see if it doesn't completely change your life. If it doesn't, I'll give you your money back.
Another fun thing I do is I have an ULTIMATE goal. I drew a picture of it, in crayons, on a blank card. Every day, I think about that picture. When I do, everything that happens in a day moves me closer to that vision. Your body will go where you mind is. What you think is what you are.
Another fun thing I do is I have an ULTIMATE goal. I drew a picture of it, in crayons, on a blank card. Every day, I think about that picture. When I do, everything that happens in a day moves me closer to that vision. Your body will go where you mind is. What you think is what you are.
I Can Hear What You Are Thinking
Oh yes I can. And if you don't want me to hear it, then don't think so loud. I love it when I entertain at parties. Yes, I am hired to do readings at parties. You should hear what I hear at those things. "She better not read my mind", "she is a fake", "this is a bunch of b.s.", "I wish it was my turn". It goes on and on. There is always the stray that stands back and stares. The point of staring? I have no clue. I guess it is to try to get a bead on me to figure out if it is real or not.
At parties, I start with the aura - the energy field around the person. There are many signs that can be read in the aura, the color, shape, vibration, holes or dark spots, faces - just about anything could show up. If you want to read auras, all you need to do is to train your eyes to see beyond what is in front of you. Those pictures that you can stare at until another picture forms is a good exercise. Also, meditation of course is the number one exercise. Another way to start to learn to see them is to look at someone and then quickly close your eyes. You can still "see" that person sitting in front of you with your eyes closed - then look around them and see what color is there. That is the aura. Many of my students started this way and even to this day, if they have difficulty understanding what they see with their eyes open, they close them and get clearer information.
To interpret what you see, find out the definitions of colors - as in a dream symbol book. Also, you will need to understand what a hole or dark spot means. There is an inbalance in some area of that person's life - OR - it is a negative presence or energy. The more advanced you become as a reader, the quicker you will realize what this means. If it is an inbalance, you will need to find otu what part of the life is causing it. You don't ask the sitter, you ask your guides. In my readings, if the hole is on the left side of the person, it has to do with the personal life, if it on the right, it's on the business side.
If it's a bad energy, then that is a different story. It could be an entity, depression, a curse, or a curse from past lives. Now, there was a time that I didn't believe in curses, but I had a lightning bolt moment of truth and now I know that there certainly are such a thing. That's why it's so important to protect yourself night and day. I don't live in fear of the things because for the most part, they are not that powerful. But for those who are unaware, they can really mess up a life. If it is an entity, then you have to know what you are dealing with in order to help the person. Did they call it to their own energy? Did it attach itself in some weakened state? What kind of energy is it? There are different kinds of dark energy. There are the energy suckers. They do just what their name implies. There are the hell raisers - they try to ruin your life and the lives of those around you. Both of those, when spotted by a pwoerof the light will usually leave willingly. But if they have gathered enough energy from the subject, it may be more difficult to get them to go. You could have a real fight on your hands so it is important to know what you are doing at this point. If you don't, the rotten thing could jump from the sitter into you and you won't even know it. Until you get home and things start tipping over in your house. Cleanse all of the time. Good readers are very clean. If you look at my aura, it's solid and clean. I read my own aura all of the time to make sure that I am still me. I see readers all the time whose auras are a mess. It shows in their readings too. Be careful who you go to. The best thing you could do is to learn to read auras, even as a beginner, then sit with the psychic and look for yourself. If you don't like what you see, get up and go because if you don't you will get some really bad information.
At parties, I start with the aura - the energy field around the person. There are many signs that can be read in the aura, the color, shape, vibration, holes or dark spots, faces - just about anything could show up. If you want to read auras, all you need to do is to train your eyes to see beyond what is in front of you. Those pictures that you can stare at until another picture forms is a good exercise. Also, meditation of course is the number one exercise. Another way to start to learn to see them is to look at someone and then quickly close your eyes. You can still "see" that person sitting in front of you with your eyes closed - then look around them and see what color is there. That is the aura. Many of my students started this way and even to this day, if they have difficulty understanding what they see with their eyes open, they close them and get clearer information.
To interpret what you see, find out the definitions of colors - as in a dream symbol book. Also, you will need to understand what a hole or dark spot means. There is an inbalance in some area of that person's life - OR - it is a negative presence or energy. The more advanced you become as a reader, the quicker you will realize what this means. If it is an inbalance, you will need to find otu what part of the life is causing it. You don't ask the sitter, you ask your guides. In my readings, if the hole is on the left side of the person, it has to do with the personal life, if it on the right, it's on the business side.
If it's a bad energy, then that is a different story. It could be an entity, depression, a curse, or a curse from past lives. Now, there was a time that I didn't believe in curses, but I had a lightning bolt moment of truth and now I know that there certainly are such a thing. That's why it's so important to protect yourself night and day. I don't live in fear of the things because for the most part, they are not that powerful. But for those who are unaware, they can really mess up a life. If it is an entity, then you have to know what you are dealing with in order to help the person. Did they call it to their own energy? Did it attach itself in some weakened state? What kind of energy is it? There are different kinds of dark energy. There are the energy suckers. They do just what their name implies. There are the hell raisers - they try to ruin your life and the lives of those around you. Both of those, when spotted by a pwoerof the light will usually leave willingly. But if they have gathered enough energy from the subject, it may be more difficult to get them to go. You could have a real fight on your hands so it is important to know what you are doing at this point. If you don't, the rotten thing could jump from the sitter into you and you won't even know it. Until you get home and things start tipping over in your house. Cleanse all of the time. Good readers are very clean. If you look at my aura, it's solid and clean. I read my own aura all of the time to make sure that I am still me. I see readers all the time whose auras are a mess. It shows in their readings too. Be careful who you go to. The best thing you could do is to learn to read auras, even as a beginner, then sit with the psychic and look for yourself. If you don't like what you see, get up and go because if you don't you will get some really bad information.
My New Toy
I decided I had to have a wand. Why, I don't know. I just knew I needed to get one. So I looked on the internet, found a wand that looked right and ordered it. They day it arrived I drove to the post office to pick it up. I opened the box as I drove away to go back to work. As I was driving, I noticed a car very close to me in my rear view mirror. There was no reason to tailgate me, there were two lanes and we were the only cars on the road. I thought it was strange. I continued to open the box and unwrapped the wand. I looked in the mirror and the car was closer still. I took my new wand, pointed it over my shoulder and said 'BACK OFF'. The car slowed down until there was a 1/4 mile between us. I'm not kidding. Whoa, I thought. This is powerful mojo. I got to work and pulled out the papers that came with the wand. Apparently it had instructions. Rule #1 - don't point it directly at someone. Ooops. Too bad for Mr. Tailgater that I didn't read that first.
Where Do Our Pets Go?
I just had to put my dog down. I was upset because I couldn't see her after it happened. Because of who I am and what I do, I fully expected to see her leave her physical body and come running to me, but it didn't happened. I thought about this for days and wondered why not. She also hasn't been to see me, at least, I can't see her if she has. I talked with a friend of mine and she confirmed what I was hearing about this. My dear friend, my child of 12 years, crossed over - immediately. She did not hang around here for one second. She is coming back to me and she is in a hurry to do it.
So just where do our pets go when they die? They go to the Animal Planet. It's a beautiful, loving place. Do you know the poem the rainbow bridge? That poem describes this planet briefly. This is a place where animals go as a holdover. That's right - a temporary layover. Because their lives are here, not there. As soon as they go, they come back. When they cross, they do have the option of hanging around with their loved ones or crossing right over. The faster they cross, the faster they will be back. I have no doubt that my beautiful friend will come back to me and now I know it will be sooner or later. I will know without a doubt that it is her. I have another dog now, and he is a combination of two dogs I used to have. It's like they came back together to make one. So I will have my friend forever and when I cross over, they will be there with me.
There is one big difference about animals and humans crossing over. When animals go to the light, they lose communication with humans. When people cross over and go to the light, they can STILL communicate with anyone. If you watch Ghost Whisperer on Friday nights, they will tell you that once someone goes to the light, they can't communicate. That's not true, they still do. When a spirit is earthbound, they are loud and they retain their feelings, emotions and attitudes. They are still very much human. After they go to the light, they communicate, or feel, differently. They are more subdued usually, quieter, and in some cases - much more intelligent which is a good thing. They know everything about everything and they share on a truthful level that comes from the heart. Going to the light is a cleansing - that is when the life passes before the eyes and they come to terms with who they were in this life. Then, they retain their soul and mind. They retain their memory, but it is without feeling and emotion. It is more like a reflection. They can reflect on who they were and they are free to create without ties to the past.
Remember, our thoughts create our tomorrows. When we are constantly thinking about the past, our emotions and feelings swell up and they drive our next thought to our next thought. Then we create a continuous cycle of karma. It is called karmaic creation. When we die, we are relased from the feelings and emotions and we create freely. that's what we ought to strive for as humans - free creation not karmic creation. Get out of the rut, release the past, rise about the feelings and emotions, forgive and move forward. Stop making excuses and realize that all the gifts of the universe can be yours.
So just where do our pets go when they die? They go to the Animal Planet. It's a beautiful, loving place. Do you know the poem the rainbow bridge? That poem describes this planet briefly. This is a place where animals go as a holdover. That's right - a temporary layover. Because their lives are here, not there. As soon as they go, they come back. When they cross, they do have the option of hanging around with their loved ones or crossing right over. The faster they cross, the faster they will be back. I have no doubt that my beautiful friend will come back to me and now I know it will be sooner or later. I will know without a doubt that it is her. I have another dog now, and he is a combination of two dogs I used to have. It's like they came back together to make one. So I will have my friend forever and when I cross over, they will be there with me.
There is one big difference about animals and humans crossing over. When animals go to the light, they lose communication with humans. When people cross over and go to the light, they can STILL communicate with anyone. If you watch Ghost Whisperer on Friday nights, they will tell you that once someone goes to the light, they can't communicate. That's not true, they still do. When a spirit is earthbound, they are loud and they retain their feelings, emotions and attitudes. They are still very much human. After they go to the light, they communicate, or feel, differently. They are more subdued usually, quieter, and in some cases - much more intelligent which is a good thing. They know everything about everything and they share on a truthful level that comes from the heart. Going to the light is a cleansing - that is when the life passes before the eyes and they come to terms with who they were in this life. Then, they retain their soul and mind. They retain their memory, but it is without feeling and emotion. It is more like a reflection. They can reflect on who they were and they are free to create without ties to the past.
Remember, our thoughts create our tomorrows. When we are constantly thinking about the past, our emotions and feelings swell up and they drive our next thought to our next thought. Then we create a continuous cycle of karma. It is called karmaic creation. When we die, we are relased from the feelings and emotions and we create freely. that's what we ought to strive for as humans - free creation not karmic creation. Get out of the rut, release the past, rise about the feelings and emotions, forgive and move forward. Stop making excuses and realize that all the gifts of the universe can be yours.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Message for Delia
Message from Delia:
Hi Psychic,I was creating a blog for a journal recently when I discovered your page. I found it to be very interesting, to say the least. We have much in common in the way of interests, but I am pretty sure you are somewhat more advanced than I in the way of development. I tend to operate on a subconscious level, not having much real control over my abilities. This is something I would like to change. I have experimented with RV in the past with great success, but have not used it much as of late. Of particular interest to me, is becomming aquainted with my guides. I always wanted to have the ability to 'tap into' my guides, so to speak.. as I would like to be able to communicate in a more direct way. Your mention of this being an abilitly, and your willingness to help others connect and get to know your guides has led me to posting this comment. I look forward to hearing back from you soon so that we can continue this discussion.Thanks,Delia
Dear Delia,
Your return email did not work, so I will post my response to you here. It is as follows:
Dear Delia, Thanks for your note! It is good to hear from you. I do have the ability to connect others with their guides and would be happy to offer this to you now. I do see a guide around you (I can focus on your name only and get all the info), This guide is a male, black curly hair, typical of 17th or 18th Century England. Royal in stature and proper in attitude. He likes things just so and proper. He is a connection for you from long ago and he may 'feel' famliar to you in some sense. he says his name is George-Henry, he uses both names. He was very clear to me as I was reading your email and now, even more so. He is a character and it seems like he plays a role and comes to me in thsi way to cause you to reocgnize him. Underneath the British exterior is a healing guide, he is the one who works with you no your abilities to work with others. He is loud and he has an accent 0 you really should have no problem hearing him. As far as your abilities, they come natural to you. You can see, touch know hear. You need to understand what is yours and what is not. That said, you have a 6 months period starting in December, each month, a new awakening of remembering more of your gifts. for 6 months. Then, people start to come, if they don't already, and you will have to share with others what you know.
Hi Psychic,I was creating a blog for a journal recently when I discovered your page. I found it to be very interesting, to say the least. We have much in common in the way of interests, but I am pretty sure you are somewhat more advanced than I in the way of development. I tend to operate on a subconscious level, not having much real control over my abilities. This is something I would like to change. I have experimented with RV in the past with great success, but have not used it much as of late. Of particular interest to me, is becomming aquainted with my guides. I always wanted to have the ability to 'tap into' my guides, so to speak.. as I would like to be able to communicate in a more direct way. Your mention of this being an abilitly, and your willingness to help others connect and get to know your guides has led me to posting this comment. I look forward to hearing back from you soon so that we can continue this discussion.Thanks,Delia
Dear Delia,
Your return email did not work, so I will post my response to you here. It is as follows:
Dear Delia, Thanks for your note! It is good to hear from you. I do have the ability to connect others with their guides and would be happy to offer this to you now. I do see a guide around you (I can focus on your name only and get all the info), This guide is a male, black curly hair, typical of 17th or 18th Century England. Royal in stature and proper in attitude. He likes things just so and proper. He is a connection for you from long ago and he may 'feel' famliar to you in some sense. he says his name is George-Henry, he uses both names. He was very clear to me as I was reading your email and now, even more so. He is a character and it seems like he plays a role and comes to me in thsi way to cause you to reocgnize him. Underneath the British exterior is a healing guide, he is the one who works with you no your abilities to work with others. He is loud and he has an accent 0 you really should have no problem hearing him. As far as your abilities, they come natural to you. You can see, touch know hear. You need to understand what is yours and what is not. That said, you have a 6 months period starting in December, each month, a new awakening of remembering more of your gifts. for 6 months. Then, people start to come, if they don't already, and you will have to share with others what you know.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Visions
When I close my eyes, the movies start. To make it interesting, I will pick a subject. Then, I will focus on that subject (or destination) as my target. I close my eyes and I then travel to that target. Along the way, I will pick up messages, pictures, conversations. This information is compiled and it becomes - a reading. For example, in police work, I focus on a bad guy. My most recent case was a bomber, in the US with terrorist ties. A friend of mine, a Detective, gave me a photo and a name. That was all of the information I had. My target then, was the photo. I closed my eyes and focused on the picture (which now became my desitnation), and I started to travel towards it.
This is what I saw along the way. I watched as this suspect grew up. It was here, in the Midwest in a small town in Iowa of all places. There were cornfields all around and it was a small town indeed. One stop light, one feed store, a general store, a restaurant. He was born to a family with many children, and some of the children were adopted even. It was the influence from one of the adopted children that planted the seed of hatred in this suspects mind. I watched as he grew up and read books on bombs and dreamed of blowing up large buildings. His propensity was towards blowing things up, not necessarily in how much collateral damage he could incur. He was a loner because he felt so different than the rest, until....
Until he met XXXXX(name withheld). There, he felt a connection, a deep burning connection and that lit a fire in him, so to speak and gave him courage to begin his solo reign of terror. He likes to brag about his missions (as he calls them) and he does have a cirle or a network that he communicates regularly on the internet. He is now located in a large city and has made connections with a new network (with ancient ties),
The rest of the story was given to the detective and I will continue to track this individual until he is caught. One of the hardest parts of my job is that I want to jump on a plane and catch the bad guy myself because it is so clear to me where he is. How do I do this? Easy - focus and concentration. I have done it for so long that it has become second nature. Focus on a name, get a story. Focus on an object, know its history. Focus on what is not there and see what is there. That is how it works with Mediums. Any one can do this. You train youself to see beyond what is being presented to you. What's more interesting about this is not only can you see beyond the obvious, you can also hear what is not being said. You can hear the words of spirits and you can hear the thoughts of others. The more you do this, the louder and more accurate it becomes. There is no guess work. It's fun to answer question before they are asked in meetings.
Focus, concentration and finally, discipline. Many of you are gifted in one or more ways. Just as an infant has the ability to walk, they still have to learn how to walk. So it goes with you. You have to learn how to use the gift. You have to practice, trust and be honest with the information. most of all, you must have a mentor (here, as well as there), who will help you with confirmation on what you think you are hearing and seeing. The mentor will teach you discipline. Imagine if we all started to do this and become very good at it. The people of the world who hurt the children could be wiped out and put in prison. Now, would that be the best gift of all. My net project and one that I will be involved in until this world is a safe place for children, is to find those who are accused of crimes against children, and bring them to light and ultimately, justice. They can run, but they cannot hide - because THERE ARE NO SECRETS.
This is what I saw along the way. I watched as this suspect grew up. It was here, in the Midwest in a small town in Iowa of all places. There were cornfields all around and it was a small town indeed. One stop light, one feed store, a general store, a restaurant. He was born to a family with many children, and some of the children were adopted even. It was the influence from one of the adopted children that planted the seed of hatred in this suspects mind. I watched as he grew up and read books on bombs and dreamed of blowing up large buildings. His propensity was towards blowing things up, not necessarily in how much collateral damage he could incur. He was a loner because he felt so different than the rest, until....
Until he met XXXXX(name withheld). There, he felt a connection, a deep burning connection and that lit a fire in him, so to speak and gave him courage to begin his solo reign of terror. He likes to brag about his missions (as he calls them) and he does have a cirle or a network that he communicates regularly on the internet. He is now located in a large city and has made connections with a new network (with ancient ties),
The rest of the story was given to the detective and I will continue to track this individual until he is caught. One of the hardest parts of my job is that I want to jump on a plane and catch the bad guy myself because it is so clear to me where he is. How do I do this? Easy - focus and concentration. I have done it for so long that it has become second nature. Focus on a name, get a story. Focus on an object, know its history. Focus on what is not there and see what is there. That is how it works with Mediums. Any one can do this. You train youself to see beyond what is being presented to you. What's more interesting about this is not only can you see beyond the obvious, you can also hear what is not being said. You can hear the words of spirits and you can hear the thoughts of others. The more you do this, the louder and more accurate it becomes. There is no guess work. It's fun to answer question before they are asked in meetings.
Focus, concentration and finally, discipline. Many of you are gifted in one or more ways. Just as an infant has the ability to walk, they still have to learn how to walk. So it goes with you. You have to learn how to use the gift. You have to practice, trust and be honest with the information. most of all, you must have a mentor (here, as well as there), who will help you with confirmation on what you think you are hearing and seeing. The mentor will teach you discipline. Imagine if we all started to do this and become very good at it. The people of the world who hurt the children could be wiped out and put in prison. Now, would that be the best gift of all. My net project and one that I will be involved in until this world is a safe place for children, is to find those who are accused of crimes against children, and bring them to light and ultimately, justice. They can run, but they cannot hide - because THERE ARE NO SECRETS.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Psychic Abilities
Everyone is psychic. We all have have gifts in one or more areas. These abilities are not limited to a few, they are within everyone. I have the ability to see through psychic visions, hear, know and feel. I am telepathic, a remote viewer and a time traveller. I see past, present and future. I don't 'use' anything to do this. I don't use cards, crystal balls, stones, astrology. I am a direct channel psychic - which means that I hear, see and know. I see people who have passed (yes - just like the Ghost Whisperer). I do have to clarify one thing about that show. Yes, people are earthbound for a time if they have unfinished business and then they go to the light. But, once they have crossed over to the light you can STILL communicate with them just as if they were still here.
That's because we are all a form of energy. Here, in this world, our energy has a vibration. It is a slow, dense vibration. When we die, we are still energy, we still maintain our form, but we vibrate at a much faster speed. For example, thing about the propellor on an airplane. When it is not turning, you can see it easily. But as the engine starts, the propellor starts to turn. You can still see it as it rotates until it reaches maximum rotation speed, then it disappears completely. Now, you know the propellor is there, you just can't see it. That is faith.
Faith is the inner spiritual knowledge that ALL things are possible. You learn through experience that what you feel or believe is true. Because what you set your mind on, comes to you.
I have a very good friend who passed from breast cancer earlier this year, I will call her Bonnie. We never met in person but we talked over the computer for 10 years. In the old days, she would have been known as my 'pen pal'. I shared my inner most secrets with her, I taught her how to use her psychic abilities and we grew in friendship throughout the years. Although I have counselled many people who have passed over, this is the first time that I was so personally connected to someone. Because we are so close, I have been actually going through the after life experience with her and it has taught me even more.
That is what is so interesting about this work. I always learn. There is always more to know, it is a journey that is exciting, exhilerating, profound - and one that always gives me a sense of complete contentment and love (no matter what is going on in my 3D life).
Bonnie and I lived in different states - she was on the East Coast and I am on the West Coast. Since we only communicated by email to each other, I was not notified when she died. But - the same day, I was walking up the stairs in my house and she was standing at the top of the stairs. Oh no, I said - you are not dead. She said, "yep! and it's great!" We have been on many adventures since that date, and she lives here with us. Yes, she has gone to the light and back. She has gathered a team of people to help me in my business who are experts in what I do. She's very busy there attending classes, teaching classes and she helps new spirits adjust to the energy. This is a parallel world - this world exists right here with us, we just cannot 'see' it, unless we raise our own vibrational rate to match that of this world.
In some schools of thought this place is known as the astral plane. This is where you go when you die and then go to the light. If you are earthbound, you are walking amongst us. The astral plane is a dimension. It is the 4th dimension. There are a total of 5 more dimensions higher than the 4th. You can train your mind to access any one of these. In my case, I take my whole being. When you are walking in another dimension and you take your whole being, you will actually bump into people in that time and space. Depending on how aware the beings are, you may or may not be spotted. Most of the time, I am because these are higher forms of intelligence - much much higher, trust me.
This higher intelligence comes to us in the form of "guides". In my experience, most of you have 5 main guides. They are your Master Teacher Guide, your Healing Guide, your Guardian Angel Guide (not a real guardian angel - but serves that purpose in protecting you), your Spiritual Teacher Guide and your Gatekeeper. I can see these beings too. I can tell you who they are and what they are trying to tell you. You go through your life here with that main group, but other guides come an go depending on what you are experiencing. For example, if you are dealing with an illness, a phsycian may come to work with you. If you are on a spiritual growth path, a Yogi or a Shaman or another spiritual master may come to work with you for a time.
In the the higher dimensions, there purpose is the same as ours here - to help others. If you could see, you would be surprised at how many spirits are around you. Which brings me to my final point in this writing:
There are no secrets . We know the truth. We know what is in your heart. To some, this is comforting to know you are not alone. To others, this is frightening because you think you can get away with it forever. You can't hide. If you dared to really look, you would see how ridiculous this thought was.
Clear your past, apologize for your wrongs, set them right if you can, and move forward with a clean slate. Be nice to people you meet every day and try to do the right thing. Do something nice for someone else today.
If you want help on your journey, to talked to loved ones, to know your guides, to know your purpose here, respond here with a comment and we will talk. If you have an unsolved mystery, missing person or a question, respond here with a comment and we will give you our straight answer.
In the days to come, I will teach you how to be psychic. I will show you how easy it is to tap into the universal mind and how all things are possible. I will teach you to fly. You will hear your spirit sing for the first time and you will unite with the beautiful light of love and grace.
I don't have a TV show. I have been a guest on many, however. I have been on radio, written about in magazines and newspapers and a speaker for many events. Who am I? I am the Profiler, the real Profiler.
That's because we are all a form of energy. Here, in this world, our energy has a vibration. It is a slow, dense vibration. When we die, we are still energy, we still maintain our form, but we vibrate at a much faster speed. For example, thing about the propellor on an airplane. When it is not turning, you can see it easily. But as the engine starts, the propellor starts to turn. You can still see it as it rotates until it reaches maximum rotation speed, then it disappears completely. Now, you know the propellor is there, you just can't see it. That is faith.
Faith is the inner spiritual knowledge that ALL things are possible. You learn through experience that what you feel or believe is true. Because what you set your mind on, comes to you.
I have a very good friend who passed from breast cancer earlier this year, I will call her Bonnie. We never met in person but we talked over the computer for 10 years. In the old days, she would have been known as my 'pen pal'. I shared my inner most secrets with her, I taught her how to use her psychic abilities and we grew in friendship throughout the years. Although I have counselled many people who have passed over, this is the first time that I was so personally connected to someone. Because we are so close, I have been actually going through the after life experience with her and it has taught me even more.
That is what is so interesting about this work. I always learn. There is always more to know, it is a journey that is exciting, exhilerating, profound - and one that always gives me a sense of complete contentment and love (no matter what is going on in my 3D life).
Bonnie and I lived in different states - she was on the East Coast and I am on the West Coast. Since we only communicated by email to each other, I was not notified when she died. But - the same day, I was walking up the stairs in my house and she was standing at the top of the stairs. Oh no, I said - you are not dead. She said, "yep! and it's great!" We have been on many adventures since that date, and she lives here with us. Yes, she has gone to the light and back. She has gathered a team of people to help me in my business who are experts in what I do. She's very busy there attending classes, teaching classes and she helps new spirits adjust to the energy. This is a parallel world - this world exists right here with us, we just cannot 'see' it, unless we raise our own vibrational rate to match that of this world.
In some schools of thought this place is known as the astral plane. This is where you go when you die and then go to the light. If you are earthbound, you are walking amongst us. The astral plane is a dimension. It is the 4th dimension. There are a total of 5 more dimensions higher than the 4th. You can train your mind to access any one of these. In my case, I take my whole being. When you are walking in another dimension and you take your whole being, you will actually bump into people in that time and space. Depending on how aware the beings are, you may or may not be spotted. Most of the time, I am because these are higher forms of intelligence - much much higher, trust me.
This higher intelligence comes to us in the form of "guides". In my experience, most of you have 5 main guides. They are your Master Teacher Guide, your Healing Guide, your Guardian Angel Guide (not a real guardian angel - but serves that purpose in protecting you), your Spiritual Teacher Guide and your Gatekeeper. I can see these beings too. I can tell you who they are and what they are trying to tell you. You go through your life here with that main group, but other guides come an go depending on what you are experiencing. For example, if you are dealing with an illness, a phsycian may come to work with you. If you are on a spiritual growth path, a Yogi or a Shaman or another spiritual master may come to work with you for a time.
In the the higher dimensions, there purpose is the same as ours here - to help others. If you could see, you would be surprised at how many spirits are around you. Which brings me to my final point in this writing:
There are no secrets . We know the truth. We know what is in your heart. To some, this is comforting to know you are not alone. To others, this is frightening because you think you can get away with it forever. You can't hide. If you dared to really look, you would see how ridiculous this thought was.
Clear your past, apologize for your wrongs, set them right if you can, and move forward with a clean slate. Be nice to people you meet every day and try to do the right thing. Do something nice for someone else today.
If you want help on your journey, to talked to loved ones, to know your guides, to know your purpose here, respond here with a comment and we will talk. If you have an unsolved mystery, missing person or a question, respond here with a comment and we will give you our straight answer.
In the days to come, I will teach you how to be psychic. I will show you how easy it is to tap into the universal mind and how all things are possible. I will teach you to fly. You will hear your spirit sing for the first time and you will unite with the beautiful light of love and grace.
I don't have a TV show. I have been a guest on many, however. I have been on radio, written about in magazines and newspapers and a speaker for many events. Who am I? I am the Profiler, the real Profiler.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Greetings Fellow Blogospherions
Hi, the Psychic Chic here! Welcome to my blog. We will talk about every subject under and over the sun - life after death, astral travel, remote viewing (a personal favorite used to spy on people), ET's, communication with loved ones, time travel and more. Keep coming back for the crazy daily readings - you never know what you will find here!
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