Saturday, November 19, 2005

Tribute to Boo Boo

I still miss my little girl. She was the most amazing companion. She was loyal beyond belief. She was constantly at my side, looking at me. Her eyes were full of love always. She wanted nothing but love in return. She was protective and would sense mean people a mile away. She could sing Old MacDonald, with a "woof woof" here. She would do the woof-woof. She hated water, loved to chase livestock, would demolish stuffed toys and taught my other dogs to nip at heels. She loved to work and would work herself to death if I didn't tell her to stop. She tolerated cats but I knew that she really wanted to take them apart. She loved to go for rides and walks. She never complained - her whole mission was to make sure that I was ok, that is all she cared about. She showed unconditional love every single day of her life. So much so, that I believed she would never leave me. You know something, I thought she would live forever. I wanted her to live forever with me. I am still shocked that she is gone and I hurt every single day. I miss my little girl. And yes, I have seen her. She comes for her cookie every night at 10. I still miss her.

Face To Face With The Devil

I don't believe in the devil. But if you take off the "d", I certainly do believe there is evil. I saw it with my own eyes and I will never forget what happened. I have been remote viewing for many years, helping law enforcement with missing person cases. 10 years ago, a California case was brought to me involving an 11 year old little girl who was kidnapped by her birth mother. The Father had complete custody because the mother was a whack job. I learned the names of all involved and I focused on the little girl. What I learned was shocking and it was all verified by law enforcement. I learned through remote viewing, that the mother was involved in a satanic cult and had taken the child to Seattle. I saw that Seattle and north were huge gathering places for these types of groups. Many were involved, secretly, in these cults. The involvement went wide and deep into places where kids should be safe. I was shocked. I saw the little girl and I watched as she walked to and from school. I focused on the street address, what was around the house, what the school looked like, how far away from the water it was, the direction from the water, provided key identifiable landmarks. I described the little girl (I had never seen a picture), I even told them what she was wearing. I'll never forget it - a while short sleeve blouse with a blue skirt jumper. I did all of this remotely.

I learned something very important in one remote session. When I first discovered where they were keeping the child, I went inside of the house to see if I could identify anything to help me see the location. I can tell you that many times, I don't remote view in the sense of seeing, I take my whole self and walk around like I am one of the family. I didn't know I had to pay attention to how I travel until that day. I was walking around the house when suddenly, I was spotted. A giant dark, grotesque face came flying at me. I heard "what are you doing here?" It wasn't in english but I knew what it was saying. I have never been so scared. I knew I was looking right into the face of pure evil. It didn't have a form, it was a huge dark energy that engulfed everything. This all happened in an instant, but it seemed like an eternity. I remember thinking that if it got to me, I would have big problems to deal with. I flew (or was sucked) backward in light speed!!! Talk about beam me up Scottie, I was scooped out of there so fast. My heart was beating out of my chest and I couldn't breath. I landed in the arms of one of my guides. I told him, he's coming! My guide said "no, Profiler. He is not coming. Because that energy is dark and we are in the light. What happens to dark when it enters light"? I said, "it becomes light". He said, "yes you are right grasshopper". He said, "you are always protected as long as you surround yourself with the light as you remote view and venture into dark places. But what you did wrong in this case, is that you went into that house in your full power and energy". (I took my whole self). "It was easy for anyone to see you, especially those with powers from the other side". He continued, "you must make yourself small. You can make yourself the size of a pin head or a fly or a little ant. You must make your energy invisible. You can still observe everything but you won't be noticed or spotted". Good to know, I thought. It would have been nice if someone told me that ahead of time.

That's when it hit me. I went face to face with pure evil! This group energy has created a powerful demonic energy that continues to feed off of their horrible rituals. This dark energy spawned other energies over the centuries and rules over one of the most powerful secret cults in the world. I hoped that I wasn't followed by those energies and that they didn't identify me. I was assured that I was safe and not followed. It's hard to know where to hide if you get spotted in the spirit world. I just made myself really really small for a long time.

I knew time was critical - very critical. They had little time to find this little girl because what I discovered, was the plan that they had for her. Keep in mind, that prior to this case, I had absolutely no knowledge of satanic cults or their beliefs and practices. I learned this as I listened to their conversations and saw what they intended. In this case, they were planning to sacrifice this child as soon as she turned 13 or sooner if she started her cycle. This cult believed in sacrificing virgins. I couldn't believe it but after I told law enforcement, they confirmed that this practice did indeed exist. They then introduced me to a satanic cult expert in a northern state not far from Washington. He lives almost in exile up there. He was an ex-priest and a criminal psychologist, specializing in satanic cults. He confirmed that what I was seeing was real, and told me they in fact do ceremonies just as I described.

It was now more urgent than ever, we had to find this little girl. I explained to the detectives they HAD to nab this child. They had to TAKE her back, steal her back, do whatever they had to but don't tell anyone. Take her and deal with it in the courts. The detectives found the house just as I described it and watched it. The next morning, a little girl walks out of the house. She was wearing a short sleeve white blouse and a blue jumper, just as I described. They watched her as she walked to school and waited outside of the school in their car. This is where they made a BIG mistake. I told them to take her. The detectives had a seed of doubt and they wanted to make sure this was the child. They decided to go to the school principal and talk to them about the the girl, to confirm her identity. I had already told them that most authorities were also involved in this cult, so they couldn't depend on anyone, they had to act fast. The principal would give them no information, of course, and denied that they had a child by that name in their school. At lunch, the child was flanked by two adults while out on the playground. When school was out, a man drove up in a car and the child got in and they went back to the house - the evil house.

The detectives left and went back to their hotel to see if they could confirm the identity of the child they saw that day. They went back to the evil house in the morning and the child never came out. They had moved out during the night and were gone again. Now, I understand that the detectives didn't want to steal the wrong kid, that would be bad for sure. But everything they saw was JUST as I described it - down to what she would be wearing! I told them authorities were involved, there would be cover up's and I told them to alert NO ONE. They did not listen and now she was gone. The cult expert confirmed also that this is much bigger than anyone knows and there are many people involved in places authority over children.

I tracked her again and found her. They had escaped to a remote camp in Oregon. This, as I saw it, was back in a forest, had one long road in and was initially set up as a summer camp, but eventually purchased and occupied by this cult. After viewing this place, I located it on a map and gave the information to law enforcement. The cult expert contacted me and confirmed that I had pinpointed the exact location of a huge camp of this group. I told him, that is where the child is and asked why they didn't go get her? He said because, without absolute proof that she is there, they can't go in. Besides, he said, in a situation like this, they would need to take trucks and helicopters and swoop in instantly to give them no notice. Even then, it would probably turn into a gun battle. Again, wtih no concrete evidence, their hands were tied, there was nothing they could do.

I wish I could say there was a happy ending to this story, but there's not. It's a sad story indeed. There is an energy created through the minds of the demented that forms a power called evil. This has been going on since the beginning of time. As groups form together, the power is squared and starts to create an identiy - devil is known as one, for example. The same works on the light side. As darkness grows, so does light. When one is stronger than the other, we become out of balance. This can affect you individually, globally, universally and dimensionally. That is why we have seen the constant struggles of good versus evil. It is the law of balance and the universe's way of trying to right itself. I saw evil for myself and I know it exists. I've seen its power, but what I know is that no matter what, if I am protected by the light, the darkness will not enter. I don't think about being attacked by the dark at all. I know I am a bright light and I am not a paranoid person. This describes another learning episode in my not-so-boring life. I wish we could have saved that little girl. I think if we had different detectives or allowed the father to come in and pick her up himself (he was there and wanted to do it), she would be back in his arms today. Then I hear, everything is in Divine Order. Those are words that I ponder all of the time. What does that mean? Is there really such a thing as Divine Order? I will write about that later.